Free driver, anyone? =P

"How a person masters his fate is more important than what his fate is"
by Wilhelm von Humboldt

I couldn't sleep. Probably i'm used to the late sleeping and last min. studying already. But the time spent tonite is well worthy coz i found some new enlightenments in life =) and i see a new light guiding my path (literally). Not a clear one, though. Need some efforts and that's so after my finals and the perhentian trip. *Hopefully not another unachievable resolution to self, since this' been happening way too many times lol*

I swear perhentian trip gonna turn me into a roasted khinzir (add on those tannings i got from both the cherating & malacca trip T_T). I'm also very very fat chubby (yea rite) already. Cannot wear bikini lor =/ My plan to slim down by "detox" seems to have failed. Slimmed down the wrong parts hoho. Actually some of the seemingly "fats" are bloody muscles i gained from gym. Damn sad made me look fatter.

My gym trainer once told me,
"you have short limbs, easy to build muscles.
You - excellent material for muscle builder.
You want me to train you into a lady muscle builder?"

Me: O_______________O *speechless*

I WILL NEVER WANT THOSE MUSCLES T_T


I wanna go to Urbanscapes tmr! (the marketplace) I even printed out the map to go there =( but i'm kinda broke and the bf has to study. I should ask other ppl but i'm too lazy to drive since i haven't sleep now must be very sleepy by then. But i feel like goin, so if anyone's willing to fetch me there later (starts @ 12pm and entry to marketplace is free!) please ajak me kay =P

It's in KLPAC, Sentul West btw. Link

I can't say I'm feeling-less towards it.
I can't say I'm 100 percent over it.
I'm quite clueless with what I want.
I'm screwed up.

How could you pretend like nothing happened between us before?
And how could I act the same like you? Sigh.

I wanna go Urbanscapes =/

i'd banish workloads from colleges/universities if i were the minister of education.

I love you

You love me
We are happy family

Muahahahahahahahaha
Sounds familiar?
Yeaps, I'm the cutey purple monster............ Barney !!!!!!
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Sorry, I guess I'm being a lil obsessed over the color purple now.

Why so?

Jeng jeng jeng~~

Yeaps yeaps.
This is MY room.
Just got my bedroom revamped by splashing the walls with purple paint.

I'm so purplefied that even my new water heater is in purple.
Wehehehehehehe.

I'm so in a purplish mood.
Anyone up for the Chelle's Purple Foundation Charity Drive?
I need sponsors for my Ikea trip. =p

Guess what 'm doing right now?

Study? Uh huh. That's what i was doing 2 hours ago.


Another guess?
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Well...


I'm filing my nails hahaha.

(in case you dunno what's filing, it's grinding and shaping the nails, manicure la in a general saying)



I know, you wanna ask why am i doing such unproductive thing(s) (like blogging now?) when finals is like one and a half days to go.

Haha i dunnnnnnoooooo why! Actually i just did a hair treatment 5 hours ago, napped till 5pm just now and i'm about to put on some hand cream now.... *you mind*


Ohhhkay done =)


And i just thought long nails would affect me doing the exam questions. Ahh ignore this bimbotic statement although i really thought of how i'll be unable to hold my pen properly with long nail tips. Ok ok ignore me. -_-


I love M-A-C. I lurveeee the Marc Jacobs Stam bag! (Me is fashion lagging)
I want to fix my teeth (but scared, hence so small font).

I hate rats and cramps.


Absolutely random, but a rat had to bite a hole in my new Bioglo Day Emulsion i just bought a week ago and i had to throw it away and the Stam is gorgeous though a lil out-of-date and i saw one "Stam-inspired" bag in Motivi some time ago and regretted not buying coz i love the design so much.


And now i finally captured my inspiration to finish the remaining two chapters.

So... buh bye and (Gossip Girl season 2 will be out on 1st September! Can't wait =D)

Psssst! =P





P/s: Good luck in your first paper, my dear ;)

My concentration is slowly wearing off...
The screamings accompanied by water splashing sounds downstairs agitates me.

I was supposed to finish revising chapter 8 by now but i'm stuck at 7.



It's my bro's belated birthday party downstairs.
But why kids nowadays like playing water during their celebrations?
Aren't they supposed to be playing music chair or some retarded newspaper hitting game?
Well, those were my childhood party games. too old fashioned by now, i guess.

Btw,
Hasn't anyone notice that kids this generation love spending money?
In my olden days, what we need was just a couple of chairs and only an issue of newsapaper.
But now, they play with water! Water expensive wei.
Also, computer, that uses loads of electricity when its rate has increased.
PSP, Wii and all the electronic gadgets (of which i don't even have *being bitter here*)

Not only that. few days back i went to a futsal centre in USJ1 and there was a bunch of primary school kids playing futsal. and they were wearing Adidas, Nike, all the nice expensive futsal shoes eh? I so envy kids, they're so lucky these days.


Speaking of which, Taylor's implementing a new dress code which disallows slippers and sandals in campus. Means i'd need a new pair of sport shoes! Tee hee great reason to add on a new member to my small lil shoes family, aint it? ;P




Ohh no i think i digressed way too far. Actually wanted to say that bro's friends kinda made me pissed for squirting water on me but i forgive him (since he's getting way cuter heheheh).


I'm going out to study now. ciao and loves to my ttters ;o)

through thick and thin, tall and short, fat and thin, fair and.....lovely

we're still one. and nothing's gonna change the fact that i love you both, my dragonflies.





should there be any feuds in future, i hope we'd all fix things up, as long as there're no knives and pistols involved. hehz.

woiiiiii! i missssss trio-camwhoring sessions, unfortunately, due to "unforeseen" circumstances, my hair's innnnnnnnnn a nasty condition! give me 3 monthsss ok!!

when six becomes three......

=)

am happy that we're able to make it thhis time around for the very first time.

you know, i know, we know, then can already hehe =P

Im drugged with jason mraz's i'm yours.

maybe i just aint kiasu enough

i wouldnt idolize any of my peers for i know, no matter how well we do now, we're still human!

to me, everyone of the same education level is of the same level of bossing around thereby bossssssssssssssssssssing around shouldnt have even taken place in the very first place.

you cant think that someone in your course is inferior to you.

but what if someone doesn't meet your expectations or isnt erm on the same par with you?

do you degrade that someone because you felt that he/she doesn't do things the way that you do?

i was neverrrrrrrr someone whom you believed in when it came to working things together.
how can i even be someone that you'll believe in today. when you're stilllll so skeptical of my work.

i do have my flaws in doing things just like everyone else. i can't give you a super duper uber perfect work because im not a professor. you can pinpoint my mistakes but pls, not in a harsh way. im not a rock thats able to withstand thornful words and accusations.

how many people have you hurt in the process of zooming towards your goal of kiasuness?

=(

learn to lose if you want to win with victory. (theotheronelar, 2008)

I did badly for both FM and AISFM.

Not joking this time. It's impossible I could pass the subjects by leaving more than half of the questions not done. Sigh.

Maybe I really should consider dropping finance. I'm never good dealing with numbers. It was a mistake to take up a course which I'm really weak at. Sigh again.

Mon and Cap on the 18th, then I'll be free like a bird. Wish me luck aites?!

Btw, my old blog is revived. Same old url. Message me if you couldn't recall. ;P

-Chellez-

Yawning was onceeee an activity i found comfortable when i was sleepy. but not in these days. yawning could be this difficult. let alone opening my mouth for food.

sleeping could be suffering as well with constant wakeups from pain and fever. T_T

how to speed up the recovery woi?

swollen lymph nodes. hahaha i feel like explaining in terms of science instead of those chinese old folks' myth that this is due to heat.

it's the infection that causes fever. not the other way round.

warning: if you cant take scientific terms, don't continue reading hahah.

if im not mistaken, it's due to the white blood cells(lymphocytes or leukocytes?) that are responsible for the invasions of pathogens, invaders, whatsoever. They "eat" up the invaders. But i think my whiteblood cells lost in the battle. Thus, the invaders took over lar. then erm....my neck swells and fever strikes.

bye

Will be having my CB exam in 4 and a half hours time but my brain doesn't seem to be working at all. Cognitive learning, whatever diffusion crap.

:S

Couldn't seem to recall what I read and worse still, I couldn't cramp any more info into my pity lil brain.


Don't laugh at me if I flunk CB okay. I know it's easy but I'm stupid. Can?

I have a fetish for this smelly towel. =p
Totally random. Just to scare the crap out of you.
I like or you like?

Exam stress. Brrrrrrrr.

right now, my life is more than that of a colourful rainbow.

this seems so surreal to me.

and im sooo laid back in time that i really cant catch up with the pace, the speed of light me drinking jasmine tea, 1L.

p.s: can anyone teach me how to html-ize the strikeouts?

hellooo :P

im backkk with the brand newwww rapppp blog.... *sorry dont know how to strike out*

cant think of anything to begin with, ive been really cranky from all the assignments, reports and tests.

i guess i shall just scream this to the whole wide world that i love my fellow ttters.

7 in the morning ady lor.

And my eyes is not even half-closed.

Die-soft. =S

Sorry for spamming larrrr. I'm damn bored okay.

Stupid insomnia. Must be exams stress and lack of "pork" consumption lately. =p

Finals start next Monday. *gulps*

Dedicated to the loveS

Here I am - Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world

These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

I think it's appropriate to finally put this up right?
Hehehe. Won't take this down anymore okay?
No grudges held alright? =p

P/s: I miss you gals so much right now...

Message from v (not tou),

Will be making the layout for this blog in the very near future.
Probably after her finals or during the study week.
Not a single idea has come through her occupied mind, so ideas are utmost welcomed.

Buh bye.


Starting her derivatives and securities market assignment, due tomorrow 12 noon. Haha *bitter laugh*


P/s: She's missing her fellow ttt-ers

I never know it would hurt that much to just have a simple peep into life before my existence.
I'm only human and there's a line that one shouldn't cross in order to avoid getting hurt.
Learning to protect ourself is one thing, but barriers are often over-crossed and strings got loose.

No, I'm not emo.

Because everything else ignored, there's a light in front of me.
One that could brighten up my life from what it used to be.
It may not be perfect, but you know I'm grateful for what I have now.
Lots of love to tranquility that makes my day every morning.
=)

Lalalala.

Greetings people, bimbos, dumbos, nerds, geeks, wannabes, gays, lesbos and the list goes on...

Guess what, I'm back for good... or maybe not?

Sorry for locking my previous blog without informing. No, I'm not blogging secretly, cursing you behind my back and bitching about issues. I've STOPPED blogging in the previous one and me decided to lock it due to certain unpredictable circumstances. You know lar, people tend to stumble upon your blog out of no where. Who knows maybe one day my dad will go like; "Hey gal, I didn't know you hated me so much until I read your blog yesterday !" =.= (no, I'm NOT referring this statement to anyone =P).

So that's one of the many reasons I stopped blogging and I thought I'd leave this blogging community for life, until the thought of co-blogging with my babes came to light. =) Privacy restrictions are still gonna be imposed anyway as anything that's available on the web is never safe enough.

Just fyi, this is gonna be a personal blog about daily happenings, opinions and views based on own thoughts and rantings filled with emotions. C'mon, this is a girl's blog after all. Don't expect me to be like KennySia. I can't. ;)

Layout are yet to be done until our little miss Veron is free from assignments and exam stress. Meanwhile, this blog is still under construction.

Stay tuned peeps. Till then.
Chellez signing off.
Much love to the other TigTagTou-ers. =)