in this crowd. i felt odd. like a crocodile in a bird farm.

no one talks to me. nor would anyone even like to communicate with me. maybe im just sensitive. but its been going on for godknowshowlong.

in a way, i felt used. used as in, only being talked to when theres a need or when there's only two of us.

true friends are hard to find. and im luckily to have found a few that until this day, i can still count on them. maybe im used to having these kinda bonds that when i mix with others and dont get treated the same way, i felt like im not being appreciated. and when i felt less appreciated, i felt soooo left out.

or maybe im a very rather boring person. whatever i say, seems to be lame or crappy to them. but whatever the others say, it'd be a great joke to them.

or maybe we're just of different worlds. so unclickable.

i guess by talking less would be better rather than making myself like an irritating fella trying to chip into conversations where my voice is none of anyone's consent.

or maybe i just havent learnt the art of surviving in today's cruel world where MOST of the people are so untrue.

i miss seeing tigtagtouers where their love comes in abundance. =(