I'm so tired from my early morning till late evening classes.

Also my tutorial work. YES ! I do my tute work wan okay !

Now I can't even rest on weekends because of my block teachings on SAT AND SUN !!!

:((((((((((

No classes skipped............... so far...

Keep up the good work Chelle. Hehehe.

Time to sleep. Goodnight. :)

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind

Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

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I tried to see, I TRIED, but all i saw was another repetition. A leopard never changes its spots.

maybe i shouldn't let it get the best of me. PERHAPS I should take this as something minor? ah.....give me some time.

its beyond my control.

but right now im so =(

laurence's a nice guyyyyy hahahahahahaha =D

ive got a sense that its tooo big for me.

aussie kids arent soooo big-sized right???

im updating in the midst of theneverendingassignments.

again, i turned down a rendezvous with a friend of mine whos leaving in a months' time. *smacks head*

i havent seen her since....november/december? goshhhh

no wonder my friends are all leaving me for other countries because im a bad friend T_T

how i wish time could stand still just so i can put workloads aside and just meet up with friends who are gonna leave soon, bestie's bday, etc.

ive missed out so much and ammmm gonna miss out MUCH MORE. =(

can everything just wait for me?? =(

im so left behind

There are a few important people in my life.

And I have to disappoint that 2 important people in my life.

I'm sorry that I have to sacrifice you both for my assignments. I know how important the celebrationS are to you both but I just somehow decided to choose that over your birthday and BIG day.

I'll make it up to you both.... I PROMISE. if not, just kill me :P

SORRY

From today onwards, yours truly will be a busy beeeeee. have never been this busy in my life, but am loving the activities ahead :P. those activities are not clubbing or shopping etc. its related to what i've been wanting and dreaming to do.

though it'll be hectic, but i love the trips. hohohoh. and these are what ive been waiting for sinceeee 2 years ago. hehe.

will update once time permits.

ps: Fergie's finally is nice though its so unfergielicious. me love.

I just had this weirdest nightmare dream which woke me up from my deep sleep.

You see, I have this friend in real life who's real bimbotic (identity remains anonymous =p) appears to be married in my dream. Not just that, she also owns a pair of cutey twin daughters, probably an accident due to too much of sex.

Blablabla. Fast forward to the dream.

One day I was sitting in this car with this girl and some other friends for some usual outing. From no where, the topic of her twin babies came into the picture where she then decided to call her aunt (who's supposed to babysit the babies when she's away) for confirmation whether the girls are alright because this friend of mine actually left them ALONE in the house before the aunt came to take over because she FORGOT to call her to come (HOLY MAMA). She failed to get the aunt through mobile and then we decided to get back to her place and check whether everything is alright.

The babies were no where to be found and as a friend I was REAL WORRIED and SCARED in the dream. To my surprise, my friend appears to be very calm, in fact still in her happy jolly molly polly mood.

Then the next thing I knew was we were at some restaurant enjoying our food, continuing our supposed outing. My friend continued her bimbotic acts of laughing and crapping as usual even though the rest of us were worried of the whereabouts of her babies.

DAMN WTF RIGHT?!

I know it doesn't sound bimbo enough. Sorry, I'm never good in describing.
Afterall it was just a damn DREAM larrrr, but you see, she's so bimbotic she's now haunting me bimbotically even in my dreams lorrrr.

I can't sleep dy. Damn scary weiii. =(

I'm entitled to Twenty Four millions Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars

Hmmm mmmph... I received this in my inbox today:


I am Mr. Wong Tang director of operations of the Hang Seng Bank Ltd. I have an urgent business suggestion for you.
I honestly apologize and hope I do not cause you much embarrassment by contacting you through this means for a transaction of this magnitude, but this is due to confidentiality and prompt access reposed on this medium.Furthermore, due to this issue on my hands now, it became necessary for me to seek your assistance, and it is imperative for me to know your opinion.

My client late Mr., Badri Patarkatsishvili business man and the richest man in Georgia made a fix deposit for 18 calendar months, with a value
of Twenty Four millions Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars only in my branch. Upon maturity several notice was sent to him to come and make the withdrawer of this funds but due to is involvement in a failed coup against president Mikheil Saakashvili, which make him to flee to Uk where he later died he was unable to come for the withdrawer of this funds, as the main reason am contacting you is because Mr. Badri Patarkatsishvili did not declare any next of kin in his official papers including the paper work of his bank deposit. And he also confided in me the last time he was at my office that no one except me knew of his deposit in my bank. So, Twenty Four millions Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars is still lying in my bank and no one will ever come forward to claim it. What bothers me most is that according to the laws of my country at the expiration 3 years the funds will revert to the ownership of the Hong Kong Government if nobody applies to claim the funds. Against this backdrop, my sugges
tion to you is that I will like you as a foreigner to stand as the next of kin to Mr. Badri Patarkatsishvili so that you will be able to receive his funds.

Should you be interested I will prefer you to reach me on my private email address below mainlandch12 @ yahoo.com.hk

and finally after that I shall provide you with more details of this operation.
Your earliest response to this letter will be appreciated.
Kind Regards,

Wong Tang


So kind of you Mr Wong for offering me that MUCH of money.
Seems like not only English movie directors like to name Mr Wong as their character, now even scammers are in favour of that name ;)

I'm back from the so-called paradise, Krabi Island.
But I'm not that happy as I thought I would be.
Why ar?
Sigh. =(

things always dont end up the way i expected. fixing things up will eventually lead to another massive disastrous misunderstanding.

its communication that has been an obstacle all along between you and me.

its so hard to define people-people interactions.

uni life is not what i thought it'd be back in highschool. assumptions made were plain assumptions when in real life, uni life is far more complicated that those we had or watched in the dramas.

and this is just a part and parcel of life. what will my working environment be if i stilll dont learn how to deal with such situations?

i need to grow up to cope with a lifee that needs nothing more than a facade that conceals what kinda person i am.

im feeling disappointed and numb when things have been replaying all over again, like a filmstrip. a drama that's been repeatedly aired over and over again.

=(

I have 9 uncleared summons

My dad's gonna kill me.


Blacklisted already T_T

every girl's gonna kill me muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

i calculated whatever that's calculate-able in my diet lol.

and my FAT intakeeee and protein intake exceeded the recommended daily valueeeee.

and if you know me in real life or have seen me before in real life, youre so gonna.....kill meeeee for being able to consume fatty food withhhhouttttt wooorrying hahaha.

okla, should be worried about the cholesterol and stuffs but stilllll!! hahahahahahahaha

must reduceee my meattt intake already and take more carbohydrate-enriched foods. hohohohohoh

lalalallalallalaaaaaaaa rudolphhhhh the redddddd noseeeeeee reindeeeeeerrrrrrrr i cannnnnnnn eaaaaaaaattttttt withoutttttttt worriessssssssssssssss. lol

p.s: c and v pls dont be jealous :P

bye!

in this crowd. i felt odd. like a crocodile in a bird farm.

no one talks to me. nor would anyone even like to communicate with me. maybe im just sensitive. but its been going on for godknowshowlong.

in a way, i felt used. used as in, only being talked to when theres a need or when there's only two of us.

true friends are hard to find. and im luckily to have found a few that until this day, i can still count on them. maybe im used to having these kinda bonds that when i mix with others and dont get treated the same way, i felt like im not being appreciated. and when i felt less appreciated, i felt soooo left out.

or maybe im a very rather boring person. whatever i say, seems to be lame or crappy to them. but whatever the others say, it'd be a great joke to them.

or maybe we're just of different worlds. so unclickable.

i guess by talking less would be better rather than making myself like an irritating fella trying to chip into conversations where my voice is none of anyone's consent.

or maybe i just havent learnt the art of surviving in today's cruel world where MOST of the people are so untrue.

i miss seeing tigtagtouers where their love comes in abundance. =(

afterrrrr a year...

ive been, in a way, talking much to my uni mates lately rather than only talk to them whenever i need to. and ive been joining them for lunch after classes pretty much lately instead of going home after classses. one of them, who's a left-handed said that lefties can understand/memorize things through illustrations/colours/etc.

so you know what i did lar? i visited the bookshop kinda frequently to get colourful pens and highlighters. and "beautify" my notes hahahaha.

and it does work. with thoseee colourfulll notes, i find it easier to understand what im studying and that my mind doesnt go blankk when im studying those black-white-notes lol.

and the results of my tests are better than what i predicted lol.