after reading the 10 journals REPEATEDLY, i still couldnt understand a single thing. like omg, my brain's so lagging.

how to do a 15-page review article based on 10 journals. and i keep seeing words like bifidobacterium , lactobacillus, probiotics, prebiotics, incubation, inoculation, acidity, bla bla bla bla bla.

goshhhhhhhh, so hard to comprehenddddddd the journals. why do ppl write journalsssss in the first placeeeee? sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

*screams for help*

my uni's being funny to me. they got me a 1.8k job for my internship but nvr called me up to go for the interview and blacklisted me in the didnt-turn-up-for-the-interview list lol.

and now right.............they're arranging another job for me. a post at GNC.

i applied for a job in GNC by myself weeks ago, went for interview and got rejected. and now they're getting me to that place. eeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want that fonterra jobbbb. anlene mmilkkkkk! not the fonterra in china btw. hahaha. later end up producing melamine-contaminated milk.

its not that i'd like to discriminate china. they shouldnt cheat the protein content.

*am gonna prove that i studied hard for food chem last sem, though i did badly lol*

Kjeldahl method(not sure if the factories use this method), which is a method approved by AOAC used for protein content determination has its limitations in determining the protein by not giving true protein contents. as long as it has a nitrogen in the molecule, it'll be detected as another protein. hence, it's able to give a higher value of protein but does not give the ACTUAL value.

but why la they wanna put babies' lives at riskkkk for the sake of money? why isnt another method developed to give ACTUAL values of protein content?.

hope china's gonna learn from this. i'm currently banning m&m's from entering my mouth hahaz. i even banned canned mushrooms lol.

other than melamine, they had other types of contaminations that occured before. all the banned preservatives, carcinogenic substances and all.

okla i stop being so irritating ok. bye

so much things to do yet so lil time T_T. i regret saying im addicted to being busy.

this sem is by fat the busiest. considering that its my last sem. nolar im not graduating yet.

things to deal with right now...

• human nutrition test 1 24th sept (yet to study)
• food microb report 3 and 4 due on 24th sept
  
• food microb assignment due on 29th sept
• human nutri assignment due 3rd oct
• human nutri midterm 5th oct?
• food micro midterm 2nd oct?
  
• human nutri final 11th oct
  
• internship job application by nov
  
• uni application by oct?
  
• ielst by nov?
• visa by dec?

how larrrrrrr! im dedicating nov n dec for internship. how to get those things settled in less than 1 month? T_T

other than uni sttuuffs, ive to deal with poslajus.

but ive never been this happy in uni before hehe. this semmmm is soooo niceeeee as im blesssssed with good friendssss. and i dont need to force myself learning mandarin to adapt to the environment anymore lol.

for once and for all, when i mention 'foos', there are a few ppl that understand that "term" hahaha.

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newayz, good luck in US dansen!

wunnie, yourstruly,jurene, erica, dansen, lee, raymond, ROBERT (i still dont know his name lol)
all foundation mates except wunnie.

dansen, mua, erica.

omg time flies. it seems like it was just yesterday when i just stepped into the class not knowing any of you. and then ended up hanging out with this whole bunch. and then erica left for imu after foundation. then i stayed back another semester for i failed accounting lol. and you guys proceeded to year 1. and then i passed accountings for goodness sake. had no friends in the class. realised that dansen's taking the same subjects. became group mates and then assignment mates. and then silly me threw tantrums all the time lol.

dansy, glad that you popped by to er...disallow me from taking lunch lol. and erica's sudden flyingoutofnowhere and screaming but ended up with me talking to another person without feeling surprised hahaha.

i'll surely miss those lame jokes of yours that cracked me up during morning classes. and also sorry for creating chaos in the lab such as adding wrong substances or pouring the important solution into the sink. ps: i burnt my fingernail fewdays ago during lab lol. damn funny la. got those burnt hair smell. burnt keratin (see i concentrated in class dansy!)

i miss those moments where i attended 8am class with you and you always thought i was concentrating in class until one fine day, you realised that i didnt flip the notes for more than 45minutes. and you realised that i was actually, sleeping in disguise hahahahahahahahahahaha.

ahakz! back toooooo doing reports. will be back sOON! ehehe

I haven't updated in a while......haha

August 08
assignments (done)
field trip reports (done)
presentations (done)
finals (done)
short break (done)
results (done)
start new sem (done)
forget tig and tou (done.......just kidding teeheeee)

that explains my disappearance hahhaha. not like this semester isn't hectic....im having my finals (AGAIN) next month hahaha. short semester ma....

i need to SCORE and not a get a normal pass. i need to be more responsible in my life. i want to be someone who's striving for the best instead of striving for a mediocre achievement.

i need to put it into actions instead of mere words.

i guess i am somehow addicted to being busy. hahhaha. must train myself into coping with stress ma....or else i'll be getting gastrics during ever finals like how i always will.....

Been suffering from diarrhea ever since I came back from Penang.

Or maybe stomach pain? Coz I've been struggling to "push" things out from my stomach but I guess they love me too much. Those poos not wanting to leave me. Wtf.

You know something turning your intestines with complimentary "kuru-kulu" sound inside and you feel so full of shit because you could feel them just 0.5 cm away from your asshole but still they just wouldn't leave you for knnccb's sake.

Yea, something like that. Sounds gross, but that's exactly how I'm feeling okay. =(

I think Penang's food is overrated. IT WASN'T THAT NICE OKAY !
Or maybe those places that I went just suck.
Somemore made me suffer from stomach ache wor. Could it be even worse? Cis.

I wanna go shopping but I just remember someone's birthday is just a week away ! Yea, just came across my mind this afternoon k. I'm terrible. Hehehe. Yet, I'm so fucking broke now. Gotta restock contact lenses summore. =(

How neh? Haiz.